Monday, November 9, 2009

D-Day A Sound Beginning

Anticipation is a strange thing,
The invasion of Europe, in the offing.
Will we go?, will we not?,
My head is spinning, stomach in knots.

Boarding the plane, adjusting your gear,
None of the men, showing much fear.
Well briefed, we know what to expect,
Engines roaring, time to reflect.

Remembering home, the loved ones there,
Pleasant memories, planes take to the air.
Paratroopers will lead the way,
The invasion of France, is underway.

To catch the Germans by surprise,
Airborne soldiers, will jump and die.
"D-Day", has begun,
Soon Hitler's armies on the run.

Flying in the dark of night,
The planes are bobbing left and right.
Enemy guns are firing high,
Tracer bullets light up the sky.

June 6th, of forty four,
Never have so many, "stood in the door".
As the light turned from red to green,
"Bill Lee", was the scream.

Before I knew it, my chute was open,
Planes on fire, my breath was choking.
Bullets flying, brave men dying,
Looking down, still hear the sounds.

German soldiers running around,
Buildings on fire, throughout the town.
Paratroopers landing everywhere,
Firing their "Thompsons", from the air.

The Cherbourg Peninsula, all a drop zone,
Troopers and gliders, some landing alone.
Clicking their "crickets", all did regroup,
Creating chaos, confusing Nazi troops.

Inflicting damage, wherever they went,
Enemy soldiers, forced to relent.
Paratroopers were paving the way,
Seizing objectives and securing causeways.

To open exits for the beaches,
Seaborne troops would be soon reaching.
Normandy would soon be stormed,
Nazi soldiers not forwarned.

Caught unaware and by surprise,
Enemy soldiers were quick to die.
Trying hard, to hold their own,
Dying Nazi's were heard to groan.

Heavy fighting, brought to bear,
Airborne victories were quite clear.
German's couldn't counterattack,
Paratroopers would cut no slack.

Capturing roadways, bridges and locks,
Airborne soldiers couldn't be stopped.
Taking objectives as they went,
Nazi resistance was badly spent.

As a result of the Airborne mission,
Normandy's beaches became aquisitions.
H-Hour was a success,
Many Nazis were laid to rest.

"D-Day" opened the door,
Allied victories thus assured.
Cherbourg became an open port,
Nazi Germany became a fort.
"D-DAY, A SOUND BEGINNING!",
The sound of freedom, allies winning.
Twas the start of something great,
Airborne soldiers, sealing Hitler's fate.

The cost was high, the price was paid,
Many crosses mark their graves.
Paratroopers fought and died,
But Europe's freedom still survives.

Thank you all, for what you've done,
You Airborne heroes, everyone!


By Peter S. GRIFFIN

Sunday, November 8, 2009

Enemies Could Be Friends

A friend is a friend,

A enemy is always a enemy,

Love is love.

Broken hearts are just another start to rip us apart.

As a enemy you are still my friend,

As a friend you can also become my enemy;

But when war starts pain will lead the train of hate.

Love is what keeps us strong enough to fight dark, madness, and kill the sadness inside.

You are not a pest in the basement, you are never a imaginary but a vampire that sucks every thing out of my heart.

Drama,tears,sobs and sad stories were rewind back in time letting me know your my enemy... but still a friend.


By Christian Manzanares

Reason: Just Thinking

Friday, November 6, 2009

You Threw Me Aside (Similar)

It's been a while we haven't talked...

Feels like you erased me from your life..

The skies turn dark over my head,

Birds who flew over the Bermuda Triangle and disappeared from the earths sky

without a trace.

Do you know how it feels to be left out in an empty space,

My heart is beating slowly as I see your face.

Our friendship may not last... I'm not asking for another chance, I am sorry for what ever made you turned your face away from mine...

I am sorry that you had to see my sad brown eyes.

When you don't look me in the eye I could see nothing but cold cold ice...
So why did you threw me aside?

by Christian Manzanares



Thursday, November 5, 2009

Dreams Meaning

I have no blood in my heart, will this rip us apart.

Someday we'll be together and it will be like forever,

I could dive in the trenches of the seven ocean seas without

holding my breath.

I could go so far down the depths waters without dying,

So come rescue me.

I could ride a plane on its wing... soaring across the seas in my dreams.

As I slip of the edge of its wing I fell and fell then started to cry in the skies following my tears as it goes up, I go down to die...

There is no pain in dreams there is nothing to fear, but nightmares turn your day so scarier this what dreams mean... they have no pain.

By Christian Manzanares
Reason:feeling amazed I stood on the stage of the poetry slam Nov 6 2009.


Monday, October 26, 2009

Soul Catcher!

I'll catch your soul to hold,

Forever like a pro.

I will keep your soul from harm, hatred, and pain.

I will be here when ever you need a soul guider but will forever be a soul catcher.

You are a wandering soul looking for hope and a path to follow and let others know your just looking for love to cuddle... that your a friend as well so don't go into the shadows well.


By: Christian Manzanares

Reason: Loving her!

LKMT

Love Kept Me Thinking,

My words are sinking,

the life I had left me speaking.

I say words by feelings that had so many meanings.

I express my love with touch and emotions, and more that means right to every motion.

Love Kept Me Thinking it leads somewhere beyond imagination....
My voice was left as words that's what I am spitting,
But also left me speaking.


By Christian Manzanares

Reason: Feeling white out!

Ive Left A Note

Ive left a note and it said a word that means so many things...
That word says all the why's for me, but it is irrevocable to believe for what I would do to change my life this time.
Ive left a note saying goodbye!

By: Christian Manzanres

Reason: idk?

Buzz Buzz (Was buzzy bored)

I'm a killer bee, I will sting and leave a rash on your fleshy skin...
Beez Beez Bizz Bizz stinging people like you is my bizzuness.
Your disgusting sickness sick sick sicknezz, bizz bizz time to sting and kill the witness, who saw me sting your weakness which was your assnezz.
Buzz Buzz I'm such a fuzz on the back of my black and yellow azz, I am cute with my untena but still you are a nerv in my systema!! Buzz Buzz!


By: Christian Manzanares

Reason: Buzzy Feeling *lol*

As I Repeat (Piano with no keys)

A piano with no keys can play a song for me, melody beats it plays but still has no keys to be very that playful indeed.
A ghost of the piano came up to me and sat beside me the corners of my eyes and made it possible to play a piano that did not have no keys, still... the piano played a song for me.
He played a song and sang silently with whispers in my ears all so very closely.
As he played a melody song ,

he sang and played over, and over again...
There was no keys but I shall repeat that the piano still played a song for me.

By: Christian Manzanares

Reason: Wishing for a pIANO.

On & Off

Turn off the light, switch on the light.

Turn on the light, switch off the light.

The lights are on, lights are off,

the lights are off and the lights are on,

is it bright enough for lights to be to be on?or is it dark enough to be bright for us?

Light, dark, morning and night are the things that complete our life.

Heaven is bright, hell is dark, love was dawn, and sad is twilight...

What is the meaning when I shut off the lights. ( death )

By: Christian Manzanares

reason: just switching the lights and flickering them on and off...



Thursday, October 8, 2009

Fuck You Haters!

Fuck You Fuck You!
You Haters are full of Shit, go die in a world of hatred lands,
so you could step on your own faces!

Die and Be Forgotten!
So Fuck You Fuck You!
Go fuck a duck you hated quaky FUCK ASS DUCK!
Go live in a truck full of dump... that's what you are you Dumb ass punk!
Go suck on cock for a buck, a Dollar or two, thats how cheap you are you FOOL!
Go to hell don't beg for mercy, You heard the people you picked on when they asked for some BEEF JERKY! and you said"NO".

By: Christian Manzanares!
Reason: Was pissed about something...
its not about me and Angel its about the problem that might occur.

Saturday, October 3, 2009

My Life Changes!

My life is changing!

I am begging, I need help give me hope!

Dying is my fear, I keep my tears from slipping down,

I keep my heart from breaking down...

Why am I doing this?

Why am I changing?

Why am I begging for trouble?

Why is there a space in my head like an empty bubble?

Ask me this I'll tell you why, just give me some time to make another rhyme.


by: Christian Manzanares

reason: thinking and bored.

Typhoon Is Here!!!

Typhoon is here,

Typhoon is here!

board up the windows! watch out for spiders!

Typhoon is coming! make sure sticks and stones don't break your bones!!

stay in side and stay alive don't go outside if your stupid and desperate to die by flying debris!

listen to the whistling winds that whisper to your ears... listen carefully until the wind is gone.

Stay inside and don't cry it will be over by tomorrow I promise...

by:Christian Manzanares!

reason: Bored because typhoon is here!!

Misty Thoughts

My heart sings a song,

beating as a piano with no keys to play in.

My toes are cold as ice cubes,

My breath was clear to see just like a bright fire fly hovering over the sea.


Their bright lights were just the light source I can see,

but couldn't believe I was the only one that can't be seen.





I just wish I was visible to see, I was clear as crystal,



but hard to be seen, just the outline of my shadow and just a mist in your settled vision.


I am optimistic to my plan and make misty ideas to be a whisper in your ear ,
just to let you see me come clear.





Just think of me as a mist that can be seen from a distance,
just set your instincts into a misty thought.
By: Christian Manzanares

reason: Bored and filled with misty thoughts.

Rainy Weekends

Its a Saturday, it aint that hot like before, very cloudy, very windy, very cold like morning snow.

I am very sleepy by the misty water from the ocean,

which streams around the room letting me close my eyes as I write this poem through.

I will rest in my dreams and think;

Think of the past and present but will not dream just yet.

I will sleep in a calm rainy weekend, I will then wake up from the sound of a rain drop,

It's a sound to let us know the rain is above our home, it will travel down the house and the sound that travels the room, the first thing I thought was,

"A rainy weekend" its a lovely feeling to see and kiss the rain above the skies and let it drop to my knees and eyes... that this life was complete at a slow rate of time.

it's rainy and pouring now the next time it rains,
hope it will be morning on a weekday.

by: Christian Manzanares
Reason: during typhoon!

Friday, October 2, 2009

Numb Heart

Love is deep, love is high, love was sorrow in my life.

My life fell down a well

My heart started to swell.

My tears rain down my cheeks

My heart slowed down like a slow melody beat.

My lungs shrink I couldn't blink, I starred at the clock... my time was up, please don't break me up.


By: Christian Manzanares

Reason: Just random not even true.

Monday, August 3, 2009

"Roses Bled Tears"

Crying tears make roses bleed,

Bleeding roses hurts the soul within you,

Tears bleed and roses die wet,

Roses who die dry, the souls will disapear in the sky where the reapers catch souls at night.

I bleed in my eyes I cry in the rain outside,

I see the blades in the edges of the roses who bled tears.

death is no where leading but pain...
Life isn't a game.



by :Christian Manzanares

production: OnCeLiVeDiNsOrRoW

"Hear my Voice"

My heart sooths the voices in my head,

The beat of my heart gives me a rythm to play piano melodys in my mind,

never will rewind the sad things that went by so quickly wasting time,

makes me sad just feeling the past stabbing and crashing the life out of me,

But I keep my head straight and walk the path of faith.

Believe in gods power, believe in our final hour...

we stand our grounds to defend the haters who walks the lands of trust.

We fight them until they were taught a lesson.

READ MY WORDS AND KEEP IT SOUND .

by :Christian Manzanares

production OnCeLiVeDiNsOrRoW

"Blind but still can see"

I don't see the pain,

I see the face which burned deep in my eyes,

I can still see and hear the crying people who suffered the worlds rage,

I am blind but the memory is left in my mind still burning and it tells me what future leads me.

I'm blind but still have a life I can see the one who saved my life;

I thank her she held my hand and still fight the trouble I caused.

I can see her face by a touch of her skin and when she touched my cold skin, it made me see again!


by Christian Manzanares

production OnCeLiVeDiNsOrRoW.

Sunday, April 26, 2009

Untitled...

I'm losing it again,my control is slipping out of my hands,
these tears that can't be stopped by a simple deman.

I feel like I'm being pulled into the darkness,
not thinking twice about my words and actions.
Slowly,the world I built from scratch is crumbling,
never getting to the point of perfection.

I love my Christian so very much,
every thing he does counts,every gentle,loving touch.
I love how he says "I love you,Angel" and
looks deeply into my eyes.
I yearn fo his trust and love everyday,
hoping there will be no doubt and lies.

But I screwed up again
and this time I know you don't trust me.
Making you worried all night long,
I guess I acted without thinking.

I feel like I shouldn't be forgiven,
even though I have always been faithful to you.
I guess saying sorry will never be enough,
not enough to be truly forgiven;
now I feel like out relationship is going rough.

I said I'll call you back,but I never did.
How could I have don that to you?
I feel like a black rose,slowly dying inside,
now I'm not a sweet flower in bloom.

I just hope you know that your the only one,
the only one who holds my heart;
trusting you not to tear it apart.

I love you;
I love you;
I love you Christian,
I love you now,there is no never.

I feel like I can't look you in the eyes anymore,
afraid of seeing the distrust and doubt there.
Now our relationship is going through rough edges,
never having a minute for eachother to spare.

I don't want us to get distant,
I don't know if I can let you go.
Just wanting to hold you in my arms and comfort you,
it feels like my heartbeat is slow.

Everyday were full of sighs and thoughts,
where has my Christian gone?

I don't want us to pull apart,
I don't think I can make it though life without you.
I want to make all our stress to disappear,
but ofcourse I'm merely just a human being.

Your voice feels so far away from where I'm at,
there is always a bad silence between us;
making me think your not there at all.
Now your suffering because of me,
so much weight to carry by yourself,
please let me help you.

I just hope you know I'll always be your Guardian Angel no matter what...


By: Angelica Mendiola
Reason: I screwed up and now I'm messing things up again...not forgived...
Note: Whenever it's a random and long poem,it never has a title.
Date:04-26-09

Monday, April 20, 2009

You Loved A Fake Figure...

You loved what you once loved;
You lost something that meant something to you.

Don't go into the dark corners of your heart;
do not shed tears,there is nothing to fear,there are people
here to keep you from draining tears,I will be here to
suffer what you are dying for now...

You see a person;
You see a figure;
You see your brother's face;
but it fades away and you follow,but it was fake...

You see his actions,it ain't an ordinary fraction,from
Algebra 1-10 you are willing to defend and defend
on a fake figure which you once followed.

I am sorry for your sadness,I am sorry for your deceived
and agonizing moments in your sad little eyes;don't think
you and I are telling such lies,but I will never
do that in a life time,I promise in my words
of Sanity,and hope it won't be foolish or to be
pointless to run into Insanity.

But you will get over it,just don't think of it as a habit,just
live your life and be with someone you never followed...
Your eyes will heal hoping you will never see a fake figure

you once loved.


By: Christian Manzanares
Production: OnCe LiVeD iN sOrRoW
Mood: Feeling sorry and hoping...
To: Marshall Manglona
Date: 04/19/09

Sunday, April 12, 2009

No Matter What...

No matter how many times she shouted at me,

I still spoke to her gently with love.


No matter how many times she hit,

I still had the strength to say "I Love You." to her.


No matter how much pain she caused me,

I still had the courage to make her happy and laugh.


No matter how many times she wiped

the smile off my faceby her harsh words,

I still looked in her in the eyes and make her smile.


No matter how many times she pushed me away,

I still held onto her tightly.


No matter how many times she said:

"I wish you were never born!",

I still thank her for giving me life and will

always love her as my mother...

No matter what...


By: Angelica Mendiola
Mood: sad and lonely/grounded....
Date: 04/05/09
For: My mother Soledad

HOw Is It LiKe To Die AlOnE...

Everyday I will always call you just to let you know I am alive and still loving...

Sometime around you wonder why I am sad and crying for no apparent reason;

You wonder why am I crying;

Why is this happening;

Why must one suffer with tears and sighing?

Why haven't you call for weeks and let me know whats going wrong?

The next day you did not see me, you wonder why there are people crying police Driving by heading to my house, you went and check it out, knowing that I was missing...

You run to my mom and told her to drop you to marpi as quick as you can get there...

When you got to the suicide cliff you see me sitting on the rail,

You called my name and I looked back and saw you and my mom looking at me;

I called you over and you sat next to me, and while my mom was screaming at me to get off and I told her to stop before I jump...

You are speechless and I looked into your eyes wondering why you came here and You have some reason why you are sitting here with me.

I pushed you back of the rail behind me and I jumped without you...

I fell alone not letting you know how I felt when I died alone.

This Words you read are just lies, do not wonder through your mind "why did you write this..."

Because I will answer this was my nightmare last year.

By: Christian Manzanares
Production: OnCe LiVeD iN sOrRoW




World And Starvation Cries...

This world is full of hatred,

our honor that was once sacred.


All over the world are so many cries,

everyone here and there full of sighs.


There is not one person with one fear,

every one of them spilling tears.


They shout things at each other that are truly mean,

making a war full of sorrow that would last for eternity.


You wonder why there are people like that existing,

your thoughts always persisting.


If only the power of love can overcome the love of power.


Second by second,minute by minute,hour by hour,

day by day,week by week,month by month,year by year,

sigh by sigh,cry by cry,tear by tear.


There is always a mystery when it comes to life,

always wondering how to spend time.


They murder innocent children,

when will it all end?

So many pray to Him in sorrow and pain,

raining,raining,raining, someone will be stabbed by a blade.


Someone dies,someone dies,someone dies;

by the act of suicide,suicide,suicide.


So much pressure in their hearts,

slowly their soul is being pulled apart.


The Unforgiven is praying for Forgiveness;

so many out there full of bitterness...


By:Angelica Mendiola
Mood:Bored and thoughtful...

Saturday, April 11, 2009

"I'm Sorry"

As life goes on;
starting to learn more and more about responsibility,
and I realized what I've done is affecting you love for me.
I'm sorry for the times that I left home
I'm sorry if I did not call home.
I'm sorry for the times I did not know
when you are waiting for me at home...

I'm sorry for the times I would regret;
I'm sorry that I disrespect;
I am sorry for the things I've done;
I am sorry for the wrong thing that had come.

I just hope that my Sorry would just help;
just thinking of how you felt;
just wondering why I've done this to you.
I'm Sorry...
I rather feel sorrow and pain,rather than just die.


By: Christian Manzanares
Production: OnCe LiVeD iN sOrRoW
Mood: sorry and not forgiven...
Date:4/4/09

Smile Today,Cry Tonight.

Every day and all the time, I can't stop thinking of you,
I am addicted to you so deeply,and I can't live without you.

I can't miss a day to spend time with you.
I can't breath by myself,I can't stand by my own,
you hold me all the time,and I always will depend
on you in every moment you give to me.

I smile now and for every day light God gives me.
At night I am hopeless,unless you hold me for the
rest of my life.
I cry at night,when you leave and say good-bye.
I sigh all the time when I see you go bye bye.
I will wait,and will smile the next day.


By: Christian Manzanares
Production: OnCe LiVeD sOrRoW
Mood: lonely and bored
Date: 4/11/09

Live A Life,Die Happy...

I lived a life which changed my vision from the world today,
I lived a life which teared in sorrow,
I lived a life which I was proud of;
I lived and died for a moment...
I came back to life and see the world once more...
I lived this life and see it now in sorrow and
sadness put together with depression leading the pain...
I lived a life which shatter my dreams;
I lived a life and rather die Happy;
Rather than see haters smiling when I cry...
I lived a life and dies happy.

By: Christian Manzanares
Production: OnCe LiVeD iN sOrRoW
Mood: thinking of death...
Date: When I was 13 years old
Secret Poem Found....

Friday, April 10, 2009

Life Chance Was Not A Dream

I had a dream;
I dreamed of kissing you over the sea,
thinking it will never be,and will never be a
dream without you being what you were meant to be.
I see you;
I loved you;
I will be here for you.
I will love unless you kiss me goodbye,when I go home,
and remember the time we first met,and I will
keep you in my mind for the rest of my life

The day I was brought into the world and the world
was touched with a new footprint which was me
who stood on it.

I lived a life that was a nightmare,realizing I was
causing the pain my life,and have driven my self to hell.

I made things backfire,
I made this a reminder.

I had a dream the other year,
It showed me what was my future,so I stepped
forward in my life and saw you in my life...
Life,Death,Sorrow,Sadness,and Tears were just
a imagination; Life Chance was not a Dream,
I tell you...


By: Christian Manzanares
Production: OnCe LiVeD iN sOrRoW

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Blinded from the world...

Blinded from all beings,

Not knowing the world which once a vision where there were human beings;

Can't live without a sight;

Can't go on without a fight;

There is no reason to decide;

There is no reason to disagree with the things you did not do or have done;

You rather run away far from gone...

You think of waffles, you think you can shuffle, but you wonder and wonder why you are so troubled.

You are blind, you are denied from the worlds wonder of passion.

Good luck for the people who are blind... wish a happy life and still breathing.


By: Christian Manzanares
Productions: OnCe LiVeD iN sOrRoW



Tuesday, April 7, 2009

ShE sMiLeS sO bRiGhT aS aN AnGeL iN tHe NiGhT!

My Poem...
How can she always carry a smile?
Cheerful and joyous all the while?
So happy a face, unknown to pains,Not a dream that I see,
but a face in sight
Like a blooming rose,
so lovely and bright,
Giving me hope for the unknown tomorrow,
As a silver lining in the clouds of sorrow.
Soothing my summers like showers of rains.
A photo, they say, is lifeless and stale,
Can't hear or speak, cant move as well,
yet close to my heart as it hangs at an end,
The memories it carries, are real, my friend.

By:Christian Manzanares
Production: OnCe LiVeD iN sOrRoW

What I love About You!

I love the way you look at me,

Your eyes so bright and brown.


I love the way you kiss me,

Your lips so soft and smooth.


I love the way you make me so happy,

And the ways you show you care.


I love the way you say, "I Love You,"

And the way you're always there.


I love the way you touch me,

Always sending chills down my spine.


I love that you are with me,

And glad that you are mine.



By: Christian Manzanares
Production: OnCe liVEd iN SoRrOw

Just Say I Love You

I love you for the things you done for me.

I love you for the thoughts you brought to me,

I love you for the feelings you laid down on me.

I thank you so much for loving me.

You realized my tears and heart broke down so you know I needed you.

I'd do anything to have you and I will die even for the last touch of your love next to me.

I would suffer a painful death between the demons and dark, but will never let go of your soft loving heart.

I would parish a thousand years of painful cuttings and painful beating but will never let go of your love and it's beading.

I love you...You know that It's true... You know that it's not a lie....You know that I would cry just to see you one last time....I love you, I really do.

By Christian Manzanares
Production:OnCe LiVeD iN sOrRoW
For: Close Friends

Emotional Feelings

She cries to sleep;

Her feelings are deep and buried alive with sorrow and love sick.

Her thoughts and feelings are locked away in a safe, and is hidden within the
closet seeking for revenge.

Her faith faded away in the cold depths of her mind.

Her thoughts and feelings fills up with sadness each time.

She thinks of love, but can't escape death;

She sighs all the time just thinking suicide which she might sometime.

She glanced up seeing a man, who looked like a enemy of her's;

he beats her with his cold blooded hands until she reached coma....

Hours past and finally she awakens seeing her true love holding her in his
arms,she realized her emotional thoughts and tears were just a dream.


By: Christian Manzanares
Production: OnCe livEd iN sOrRoW

PrOmIsEs MaDe

Yesterday's goals dim memories,

Dark saddened eyes blurring with tears,

Painful scars borne Love's history,

Futures crumble when doubt appears,

No brightly lit hope envisioned,

When following after harsh words,

Hurt soul splits in twain partitioned,

Swooned by appeal when numbness lured.

Apologies made never bought,

Price paid turned out far too costly,

Though never known what would be wrought
Must walk into the night softly.

One wish only to be released,

Granted now receive this token,

Words written in rhyme love's deceased,

When promises are made . . . were broken.

by: CHRISTIAN MANZANARES
production: OnCe LiVed iN sOrroW

Sunday, April 5, 2009

I'll Let The World Know

I'll make your words a voice.
I'll make your dreams a true story.
I'll make your thoughts come to life.
I'll let your feelings be reviled.
I'll let your bad thoughts disappear.
I'll let your crimes just fade.
I'll let your tears fall on my shoulder.
I'll let the world know I love you.
I'll let the people know that you are not alone.
I'll let them know,that haters won't ruin our friendship.
I'll tell them that they just wasted their life time.

By: Christian Manzanares
"OnCeD LiVeD"

How it feels like to be Alone

I am alone,
so very alone

I hurt,
so very bad

I am ignored,
just thrown aside

I am security,
for others to have

I am lonely,

there is no one close,
no one see's the pain

I cry,
hope is gone

I am alone,
and no one knows.

By: Christian Manzanares
Production: OnCeD LiVeD iN SoRrOw


SlOw TeArS

I look up
as a tear rolls slowly
down my cheek
I think about better days
and wonder if I'll feel that way again
you look at me
with those eyes I know so well
always serious,always deep and insightful
as though you're always in control
But not today
not now
Now you look so scared
like for once you don't know the answer
I gaze at you
looking deep into those brown eyes
hoping to understand
why you've said those things you did
I wonder for a moment
if this is all a dream
if I shall wake in the morning
and be relieved
and you look at me
with a confusion I have never seen
slowly pull me towards you
and wipe the tears from my cheek.

By: Christian Manzanares
Production: OnCeD LiVeD iN SoRrOw

My Dream...

The sun sets
Upon the golden sand,
We sit togther
hand in hand.

We gently embrace
and look into eachother's eyes,
I wonder if you are
An Angel in disguise

You hold me
like there's no tomorrow.
I suddenly forget
The past sorrow.

I kiss your soft lips
and you kiss mine.
I never knew
Loving someone could by this fine.

You pick me up
and carry me to our room.
Oh how a love can blossom
and a heart can bloom.

Your touch is so gentle,
but your hands are so strong.
How could a love like this
ever go wrong?

My heart is beating
200 times a minute.
Because my love,
you are in it.

The sound of your heartbeat
throughout the night.
We fall asleep in eachother's arms
and wake to the morning light.

I look into your eyes
and this is when
I say "Thank You."
For teaching me to love again.

By: Christian Manzanares
Production: OnCeD LiVeD iN SoRrOw

Dedicated for: Angel M.


Cold Blooded

My blood is cold,
My heart is warm,

I have no fear of the lifeless beating sadness in our heart.

My blood is cold,
My heart is warm,

I have sadness in my eyes,
Tears dropping down my cheeks like sharpened blades.

I hate the light,
not no more am I right.

You appear out of the dark moon light;
Coming down slowly on my direction,
Seeing you by my side,with a smile which changed my life.

By: Christian Manzanares
Production: OnCe LiVeD iN sOrRoW

Saturday, April 4, 2009

Remember remember the 11th of September

I prayed, they prayed the same,

just to see if God was still there by our side.

Searching hospital to hospital, carrying pictures of the missing,

acts of sacrifice inside the world trade center,

there was death to remember...


A priest a beloved priest died giving the last rites to a firefighter in his sight.

Two office workers struggle, rumble under the smoke looking for a disabled

person,

carried that person sixty floors to snuggle for the last morning struggle.

Americans showed a deep commitment to one another, and abiding love for each other.

Our unity is a kinship of grief, and a stead fast resolve to prevail against our belief.

Remembrance and prayer, and Jesus is our savior.


By: Christian Manzanares

Production: OnCe LiVeD iN sOrRoW


Sore Blood... (Old Poem)

They die, we sigh,

we have sorrow in our eyes.

The tears of pain,

the tears of joy, we felt the tears and blades,and

we had no feeling.

The joy and happiness, the joy of love...

I shall hug the one I once loved.

Roses are blood, violets are blue tears,

all had suffered in the depths of fear.

Some sang the joy to this world.



My blood rained when the bullet had drilled.

Struck my heart I was drowning in blood faster than her heart beat had stop.

I was drowning in pain, no one can say how painful it was when a bullet was laid

in my heart and blood...

I died Yesterday.


By: Christian Manzanares

Production: OnCe LiVeD iN sOrRoW