"I'm Sorry"

As life goes on;
starting to learn more and more about responsibility,
and I realized what I've done is affecting you love for me.
I'm sorry for the times that I left home
I'm sorry if I did not call home.
I'm sorry for the times I did not know
when you are waiting for me at home...

I'm sorry for the times I would regret;
I'm sorry that I disrespect;
I am sorry for the things I've done;
I am sorry for the wrong thing that had come.

I just hope that my Sorry would just help;
just thinking of how you felt;
just wondering why I've done this to you.
I'm Sorry...
I rather feel sorrow and pain,rather than just die.


By: Christian Manzanares
Production: OnCe LiVeD iN sOrRoW
Mood: sorry and not forgiven...
Date:4/4/09

Smile Today,Cry Tonight.

Every day and all the time, I can't stop thinking of you,
I am addicted to you so deeply,and I can't live without you.

I can't miss a day to spend time with you.
I can't breath by myself,I can't stand by my own,
you hold me all the time,and I always will depend
on you in every moment you give to me.

I smile now and for every day light God gives me.
At night I am hopeless,unless you hold me for the
rest of my life.
I cry at night,when you leave and say good-bye.
I sigh all the time when I see you go bye bye.
I will wait,and will smile the next day.


By: Christian Manzanares
Production: OnCe LiVeD sOrRoW
Mood: lonely and bored
Date: 4/11/09

Live A Life,Die Happy...

I lived a life which changed my vision from the world today,
I lived a life which teared in sorrow,
I lived a life which I was proud of;
I lived and died for a moment...
I came back to life and see the world once more...
I lived this life and see it now in sorrow and
sadness put together with depression leading the pain...
I lived a life which shatter my dreams;
I lived a life and rather die Happy;
Rather than see haters smiling when I cry...
I lived a life and dies happy.

By: Christian Manzanares
Production: OnCe LiVeD iN sOrRoW
Mood: thinking of death...
Date: When I was 13 years old
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