Before and Now...

Before and Now...

Before when I looked into your eyes
I would always see pain;
Now when I look once more
there is love for me.
Before when you hugged me,
you kept a space between us.
Now when you hold me in your arms,
there is no space between us.
Before you were hesitant and
scared to say "I love you,always and forever."
Now you say it tenderly with
deep meaning to it too.
Before you wouldn't let me help you
when you crying in pain.
Now you let me be your Guardian Angel;
sure that our love will never fade.
Before you would look at
me in secrecy.
Now we look deeply into each others eyes,
knowing we can do it for eternity.
Before you would hide your love for me.
thinking this dream will soon end.
Now were together with love binding us together,
but still staying true best friends...


By:Gel Shenice

Our Father who was in Heaven,Holy will be the Pain.
They kingdome burn,thy will be brought down,by the
since of evil hate.
Thy Lord will wipe us all,we fear his rage and terror,
at nature and bring us all to heaven or brought down
to hell.
He will delete souls that were not meant to be;
but many bright souls remain in heaven and will
be untouched by evil.

Be deleted or Remain in the right hand of our Father.
What will matter to the world when the Lord is fallen
by evil chaos.

We love and will love Jesus and our Mother and Father
forever and ever,and there is no never.

By: Christian Manzanares
Production: OnCe LiVeD iN sOrRoW
mood: Thankful and bored.
Date: 04/02/09

Sense of a New Beginnning

I look into his eyes and see the confusion,
the pain,
the agony,
the sheen of tears,clouding,overwhelming everything
and it just about tears me apart knowing I caused it.
The tight grip in my chest does not ease,
even though I know this is the right thing to do.
Even as I walk away,I feel a part of me stay with him,
forever locked in his embrace and memories.
The wind caresses me face,drying the flowing tears,
but not the bleeding ache in my heart.
Still,I feel the burdens lift off my shoulders,
and the wounds start to heal again.
My best friend,my better half,my sweet lover,
oh how I will always love him to no end.

By: Angelica Shenice

Lost in Thoughts.

I stare after you,walking away...
from me,
from the future,
from our love...
And I feel as if somehow you took a piece of my soul...
Though I tried so hard in the beginning,
I still fell in love with you,so deeply.
A tide of tears washes over me,
drowning me in my own misery.
Beneath the shining stars and gleaming moon,
our lips joined in a dance so tender and sweet.
The sun over our heads wraps us in warmth,
but the love we shared outshone any sunshine.
I look into your eyes and my hearts jumps,
for I see my emotions mirrored there,burning fiercely.
Even though we lost our friendship and love...
Still...I am happy...
Why?
Because 'tis better to have loves and lost
than to have not loved at all.
But still,you walked away...
From me,
from our future,
and from a deep love that will forever be ours..
Until you walk back into my arms...
I love you,Always and Forever...

By:Angelica Shenice

Untitled.

Today the skies are gray and heavy,
drowning us in it's dreadful tears.
We do,we do feel the ache of it all,
driving through our hearts like a burning spear.
It beats upon our faces and souls,
washing away everyone's sadness and anger.
They want to be set free and flying,
away from this horrifying world.
The truth hangs heavy in the air,
finally their hearts start to hear the true meaning of living the right way.
I see children running and crying,
searching for their beloved one's.
The sounds of war drown the wails of despair,
and finally I feel myself shattering.
Under all these emotions,
their screams echoing in my heart.
But then suddenly I feel it,
the beginning of happiness,a smile.
It pulls hard at my heart,
telling me to continue this journey whole.
And then,I see light,streaming amongst everyone
in a beautiful shine.
Finally,I feel the wonderful new beginning.

By:Angelica Shenice
Created: Sep.01-03,2010

(All credits go to creator.)

No Promises but the Blade

The silver slides
Inside I writhe
Searing pain
Silent drops of red
Leaving my body dead
I spit the tears
Vulnerable and weak
Crying words I can’t speak
Questioning my existence
Wondering my instance
Ruining a day that isn’t mine
Living a lie and a crime
No wonder I wanna die
This is my last resort
But it’s come first
Skipped the coping
Lost all I’m hoping for
I run to the needle, the knife, the blade
Carving scars I can’t erase
My life isn’t the worst
I’m grateful, yet not worthy
I get more than I need
I hold more than I can keep
I’m the one to blame
It’s my own damn fault
I lock my problems deep in my vault
Wait til the time
Then I write a rhyme
And cut my forearm
Pathetic waste of air
Lying in space with no place to care
When it rains it pours
And that rain leaves pain
Alone and no fame
Bleeding out in the game
Test me
I will fail
Make me promise
And I won’t make it
I can’t escape the needle, the knife or the blade…

By: Seyek [Tortured Rose]