I fELT tHE pAIN

my hearts pounding so hard and so fast
so i stop and catch my breath, at last
my tears still rush down my cheeks
not a sound not a word just watching as it leaks
of tears of happiness? joy? sorrow? pain?
who am i to blame
someone who has done nothing
as my rage grows and guilt grows theres always, one thing
that stops me, love
and i see it in you, you wear it like a glove
on your hands your eyes your emotion
its to hard to describe with this feeling of tension
but when i look and think you were that one person who listened
who was willing to take the pain away while he listened
yet i refuse to let you take it at all
because you are someone i love, and all
the pain i know you would have, i stopped walking
and i thought, he doesnt need all this painful talking
i rather drown in my own sorrow
then have someone take it on and follow
i was someone who gave perfect advise to people in need
but when it came to me, i was cluless indeed
but you were still determine to know the problem
even it hurt you and gave u a bigger problem
cause no matter how much i tried to hide it
you were part of me and you still felt it
dont ever think your not helping when you just listen
but if it hurts you tell me and i'll listen
have you ever noticed something when we hug near dark
you feel that puzzle piece coming finally together and lighting a spark
cause i feel it so much
and when i see you and with that loving touch
i feel as if im safe and i dont have to worry
and all i can keep saying is im sorry
when you have problems i would love to help
i wont ever leave your side trust me i will help
im here for you
no matter what you do
i will always forgive you
i will be there if not literally,
ill just be a phone call away
and i am here to stay

christian manzanares i love you
by: allison madamba
reason: i felt the pain so i felt the reason
11:31pm june 30 2010

♫..christian & allison..♥"

June 2nd 2010 ahh what a day to think about hmm that date 10pm right on the dot not a second too late
i finally said yes yet, to someone who i thought i'd never get
hmm it seemed to early but he understood me
for us too keep it on the low
he told me "deary lets just go with the flow"
a few days past and already, im wishing this relationship would last
i finally told my mom i said"come mom it'll only take a while"
but all she did was hug me and smile
she told me she knew by the way was acting
that she knew everything
i was relieved so i called him and told him
a day later we met for the first time as a couple
he was suppose to find me but instead i found him then me
we connected the first night pretty much perfect
we went to a party he stayed till 11 hmm jus seconds before 11:11
i went home at 2am family was family
a week later we went to the movies,
we ate nacho's popcorn cookie dough and extra cheese
karate kid was great but the end of the movie was my fav
he wanted to show me when the lights turned on,
but it took so long, so we just decided to use the cellphone
he opened a box and he smiled and looked at me
i saw the rings shine back at me,
the lights turned on the movie completely ended
so then i looked at him i smiled hugged him and my heart was mended
a promise ring i said in my head..
i giggled and said out loud"im taking this to bed"
a week later he planed something for me a picnic on the beach
he told me the "chance was in our reach"
i met his parents and happily with his presents
i wasnt that nervous just a lil furious
cause it was was out of no where,
just when i stepped into the car and got there
the parents read my body language and saw i was nervous,
they told me "no need to be nervous its ok dont be nervous"
i smiled and then the mom handed me lotion,
i smiled said thank you and just followed the motion
we got to our destination,oh memorization
june 19th 2010 my first date the best of the best
he cooked for me mhm that tuna sandwich soo yummy
and he bought some snakcs for the craving of our tummy
he was so sweet and cute
hmm did we metion we took pics of our shoes?..
but the date wasnt over, he asked to go to his house "you know just to come over"
i told my mom and she extended her time hmm
then i thought and looked at him and wondered"why was i so blind"
they fed me dinner hmm steak and rice. hmm whoo what a price
then 9pm struck for me to go home so his uncle kroy me and him went to drop me home
the door was locked the lights werent on then i thought"yup, they went to my tita myrn"
so we pass by some store bought chips and drinks strolled for awhile just to think
we finally got to my aunties house, yup he met her too while i fixed my blouse
stayed at my aunties house for 2 hours he called me in between those hours
my auntie and my mom teased me and smiled, it took me awhile
to see yup they know he loves me for me
he was the one who moved my hair out of my face when the wind blew with a stronger grace
wipe the sweat of my face so i wouldnt get sick and lose my pace
he faned me when the power went out so we wouldnt have to get out
i told him stories of my life and he told me his life
i cried and he wipd the tears of my face with the lightest grace
oh did i mention the new change, he cut his hair like last year
hmm and it hasnt even been a year
who would of tot that me and you, could actually be true.
just thinking of evrything,makes me start of from the begining.
where we jus saw eachother just as best friends together,
now its ♥allison and christian always and forever.
so listen mr.waffle, you are someone special.
you've been the one who succeeded in making me smile wen i cudnt,
and making me laugh wen i didnt.
i love u and i miss u.this love is to always be continued.
By: Allison Madamba.
Reason: Just Because I love You.

These are Things that Makes her Interesting

These are the things I like about her.

I like how she teases me when she gets her lips right next to mine

It just gives me the chills in my spine.(Brrrr)

When the day is over and we have to go 

She gives me a kiss that means this isn't the last time.

Sometimes if  we are together alone and right beside each other

she says she cant look at me because she is a shame or not use to it

So I stare and I enjoy the beauty she tries to hide from me.

I love her color changing eyes... wow! she wears contacts so nothing to worry

but it would be cool if it's natural, green eyes in the day, blue eyes in the night

I just cant keep her out of my sight. Madamba Gal!

Allison is her name, my mom always say "whats with all the girls with A's in their first names"?

I say " If dad wants a 'A' and there he gets it". LOL

Well there are more to explore in this girl,

I would love mysteries in this world of hers,

I can't wait to see her again and again!

These are the things I LIKE ABOUT HER!

By: Christian Manzanares

Reason: Just thinking of her!