I left with out a life to remember my childhood destroyed in December
born on September never a special day to remember
even if you came to sooth my sorrow
why come back if you were just going to be a chaperon
thought you had my back!
thought you came to apologize!
but you kicked me down like it was a surprise
left me to cry
you stood right behind
smiling like it wasn't happening!
just left happily
look what
you created
the mess you started
but never clean it right after
all this bull shit just seems to simmer in the dirt
why run you pulled the trigger like it would be a keeper
called your sister
said you were sorry
but she said clearly all my darling
how foolish you could ever be
keep it sip it
not drop it
let it
let dreams be it
sleep till my darkest days come to completion
let this suffering be my reason
to step out the door with beaten soul
I will never be controlled
by a single person
not yet not ever
there is completely no never
in September on my birthday I was remembered
that the end of December was a newly wedded husband and wife
who thought to be here forever for life...
I talk to different lives
keep their secrets in my heart
nothing will separate love and power
this is our final hour
here lil baby take this flower...
when the rain comes let the flower shower
for hours...
By: Christian Manzanares
Reason: Unknown
