I fELT tHE pAIN

my hearts pounding so hard and so fast
so i stop and catch my breath, at last
my tears still rush down my cheeks
not a sound not a word just watching as it leaks
of tears of happiness? joy? sorrow? pain?
who am i to blame
someone who has done nothing
as my rage grows and guilt grows theres always, one thing
that stops me, love
and i see it in you, you wear it like a glove
on your hands your eyes your emotion
its to hard to describe with this feeling of tension
but when i look and think you were that one person who listened
who was willing to take the pain away while he listened
yet i refuse to let you take it at all
because you are someone i love, and all
the pain i know you would have, i stopped walking
and i thought, he doesnt need all this painful talking
i rather drown in my own sorrow
then have someone take it on and follow
i was someone who gave perfect advise to people in need
but when it came to me, i was cluless indeed
but you were still determine to know the problem
even it hurt you and gave u a bigger problem
cause no matter how much i tried to hide it
you were part of me and you still felt it
dont ever think your not helping when you just listen
but if it hurts you tell me and i'll listen
have you ever noticed something when we hug near dark
you feel that puzzle piece coming finally together and lighting a spark
cause i feel it so much
and when i see you and with that loving touch
i feel as if im safe and i dont have to worry
and all i can keep saying is im sorry
when you have problems i would love to help
i wont ever leave your side trust me i will help
im here for you
no matter what you do
i will always forgive you
i will be there if not literally,
ill just be a phone call away
and i am here to stay

christian manzanares i love you
by: allison madamba
reason: i felt the pain so i felt the reason
11:31pm june 30 2010