"I NEVER HAD THE INTENTION!"

I never asked life to be so different!

I didn't ask for you too be my stand and stool!

I told you I'll do this on my own!

without you! and with out them to get on my case!

Like ticks and pricks with fucken dicks like shit!

I don't give a shit if you told me not to do this and that 

understand this! I'm serious when i'm pissed!

You saw me smiling before when I was pissed?

well thats my sign I might of killed you in public without hesitation!

Hesitation you ask? I'll give an example!

it includes what I do to you painfully and miserably!

I teach you how to crawl again and make sure you wished you were never born!

Now know this and understand this and make sure you keep this stuck to your head!

Your existence is a waste to life! its best you crawl back to where you digged your own grave!

BY INK-LESS

"I Remember"

I remember the days where we hold hands

I remember the days we sent letters too a friend 

and pass it on to one another!

I remember the days when you needed a shoulder to cry on!

I remember the day you stood by me !

I remember the day you cried by me!

I remembered the day you said Hi to me!

I remembered the day you asked "will you be mine?"

I remember the day and time you asked to be under the stars at night with you.

I remember the past and I'll always make a future to remember the lost memory of our thoughts.

I remember... I just mesmerize thats all I could do besides try to get back to you.

By Ink-less

"MEDICATION!!!!!!!!"

I'm tossing and turning...

Twisting and mentalling hurting, my mind is burning I'm already fucking cursing! 

I hate writing it's blistering and confusing when my hands shake constantly it's hard to do anything without being so clumsy!

Pass the pills I need it to keep me still without trying to break the shield that protects me from insanity!

Pass the medications I need it more than just meditation, I don't care if it kills me as long as I'm still breathing and writing!

Daddy! what can you do to help me?! 

Mommy! what can you do to save me?!

Let me do poetry it's my medication, rhyming is my religion... It ain't a treason to do it for a reason, only killing and hurting other people who stood in front of me and telling me to wallow into my own shadows, now if poetry never existed I wouldn't be that person you see today... so they better pray for their last rites to be standing in my way to say to step down.

The Doctors told me to stop doing what I do because it's over coming  and controlling me, so I grabbed a knife and started stabbing repeatedly without ending my killing spree.  So this is what it means to be a maniac without a trace or a track that plays back to back and snaps because all it does is replay, and say the same shit again!

Poetry is my medicine so don't tell me to stop because I'll kill you with my wicked rhymes and versed-out lines,

that is my prior prime that I stick too every time when I'm about to commit a crime.

Poetry is what I need to keep breathing.

Poetry is what I need to keep me sane.

Poetry is everything I need to find my faith or fate on paths I take.

By: Ink-less

Poetry is my medicine...

"Misunderstood"

I'm a problem, I start the trouble... I don't wait for it, I bring it to the middle of a raining bullet fest.

Yeah you say this and that blah blah I still crack the shells and let my heart explode through my chest.

My heart is bleeding and it's leaking.

I thought I was dreaming but its really killing every pride I had in mind to set my time to shine. 

Yeah I thought you would know who I am.

A beginner. A virgin no matter who I be banging I don't stretch the measures.

I had levers that is my pride to resemble me for happiness and your weight was the pride and you just 

had to sit on it and pull it, Now I kind of lost it.

I'm loosing my hopes too deep and too much that I had to eat a bunch of my words and puke it out into your mouth!

so you could feel sick about it and maybe dream about it and think about it.

Never say because you know I hated the past and I thought it was the last to listen or read it and gasp!

Now I'm calming and slowly realizing that I was the first at something and never thought I would be somebody who you thought was just a noboby, but you gave me something to think that you love me even if your body was touched in so many levels, I understand that you wanted to just love me no matter how different I was to you, because you said I was different, of course I'm different I could of said that back to you because were new.

I love you for everything you've done for me and all that is new to me, I respect your love that you give for me... 

I'm sorry for always being the asshole and jerk that I always had been....

Forgive me for acting and retaliating by drowning you with misery, just remember... never bring shit up like that again...

By: Ink-less

"I will not fall Part3"

I stand to be proud. I was told my voice wasn’t too loud to be heard from a mile.

My words are corroding and eroding from the process of composing these poems for poetry.

I’m losing myself. I’m capsizing and breaking bones till I cannot stand any longer.

I was like a poet who lives as a criminal foreigner; I can’t stand being the outcast fighting his way up to become a dictator.

I was the good weather but when people started sinning and believing that other people will be swimming in the shit they’re shitting.

 I’ll be hating because of this haters being the reason for this degradation low stating.

I’m being truthful because everybody is hearing lies and believing the gossip that’s spreading

And its hurts to be the one in between everything and seeing what it means to be standing and,

Looking up at balconies with people who are spitting down at me.

Right in the eyes and now I cannot see.

But still I can feel my way to a better place, walk like a blind man studying and focusing and understanding where my destiny sits for me.

This time I will not let anyone bring me down and break my bones…

I will not fall!

 By Ink-less

"I will not fall Part2"

Yeah, I live till I die and fight for my right to live this life happily, live until death comes at me quickly or shortly, I've lived my years and I'm still counting!

Till I collapse ya'll be eating my history and dirt that I left in foot prints when I kept running and never planned to be stopping.

Fight until the roof comes off, till the lights go out, till my legs give out, can't shut my mouth, till the smoke clears out and I'm a high as a plane in the sky , and drop until my bones collapse!

I write like an addict I act like a machine with words as fuel that keeps me real.

I shoot like a star and death is like a car racing by my side and I'm just walking past it, sufficate like there's plastic

wrapped around my face gasping for air but I'm still breathing with all the shit that's coming and bringing.

It's simply easy when you know what your spitting.

I ain't scared because I fight until my legs break, I'm living because it's for the people who loved me for their own sake.

Tears mean alot when you smiling and crying and smiling means tears of joy that  I'm feeling.

Man life is amazing when you know what you're doing!

I will not fall, I will stand tall, it feels like death can't beat me... if he does it doesn't been he's winning 

it's just the beginning because I'll be like black people in heaven or hell giving hell in every direction!

Ugh fuck you! haha! that's all I got !

By: Inkless