"Misunderstood"

I'm a problem, I start the trouble... I don't wait for it, I bring it to the middle of a raining bullet fest.

Yeah you say this and that blah blah I still crack the shells and let my heart explode through my chest.

My heart is bleeding and it's leaking.

I thought I was dreaming but its really killing every pride I had in mind to set my time to shine. 

Yeah I thought you would know who I am.

A beginner. A virgin no matter who I be banging I don't stretch the measures.

I had levers that is my pride to resemble me for happiness and your weight was the pride and you just 

had to sit on it and pull it, Now I kind of lost it.

I'm loosing my hopes too deep and too much that I had to eat a bunch of my words and puke it out into your mouth!

so you could feel sick about it and maybe dream about it and think about it.

Never say because you know I hated the past and I thought it was the last to listen or read it and gasp!

Now I'm calming and slowly realizing that I was the first at something and never thought I would be somebody who you thought was just a noboby, but you gave me something to think that you love me even if your body was touched in so many levels, I understand that you wanted to just love me no matter how different I was to you, because you said I was different, of course I'm different I could of said that back to you because were new.

I love you for everything you've done for me and all that is new to me, I respect your love that you give for me... 

I'm sorry for always being the asshole and jerk that I always had been....

Forgive me for acting and retaliating by drowning you with misery, just remember... never bring shit up like that again...

By: Ink-less