"Wake up to a nightmare"

“Wake up to a Nightmare”

I’m still suppressed with this feeling of being over depress…

Some may see I don’t go through stress but they don’t know that everyone can’t stop living and that’s what it is that bothers me. I can’t stop moving and going through this life until the day I rest on my death bed with my arms across my chest with my hands folded together in between each other.

Still trying to figure out what is the trouble that kept me bubbled in a unfiltered atmosphere.

I was the cause of your pain that had be laid on your mind and now every time I do a little mess, you always tend to clean it up, I love it how you forgive but I just don’t love the way I lie.

I stand here and just watch you burn in the fire, I stand here watching you cry.

But I can’t let that happen, I love you too much to let go or give it up, I’m just letting you know I’ll be on my knees begging you not to go.

Don’t let me go because if you do I don’t know where I’ll go.

I’m buried in deep snow it’s so cold like my heart that slowly breaks apart from freezing, now I’m shot so hard and being thrown like a dart on a bulls eye, so soft hearted now I feel like I wanna cry….

Let me burn in this tragedy. Let me understand what’s really in reality.

Let me Wake up to this nightmare… Let me think it was all a dream…

Let’s pretend I never did anything to offend you my dear, I really fear that we will never last forever.

There is no forever without an ever being together… there is also no never of trying, there is no never of never crying, there is always that time we both started lying…

I want to wake up and see you beside me… hold me tighter, and tell me it was all just a nightmare…

By ink-less