Numb Heart

Love is deep, love is high, love was sorrow in my life.

My life fell down a well

My heart started to swell.

My tears rain down my cheeks

My heart slowed down like a slow melody beat.

My lungs shrink I couldn't blink, I starred at the clock... my time was up, please don't break me up.


By: Christian Manzanares

Reason: Just random not even true.

"Roses Bled Tears"

Crying tears make roses bleed,

Bleeding roses hurts the soul within you,

Tears bleed and roses die wet,

Roses who die dry, the souls will disapear in the sky where the reapers catch souls at night.

I bleed in my eyes I cry in the rain outside,

I see the blades in the edges of the roses who bled tears.

death is no where leading but pain...
Life isn't a game.



by :Christian Manzanares

production: OnCeLiVeDiNsOrRoW

"Hear my Voice"

My heart sooths the voices in my head,

The beat of my heart gives me a rythm to play piano melodys in my mind,

never will rewind the sad things that went by so quickly wasting time,

makes me sad just feeling the past stabbing and crashing the life out of me,

But I keep my head straight and walk the path of faith.

Believe in gods power, believe in our final hour...

we stand our grounds to defend the haters who walks the lands of trust.

We fight them until they were taught a lesson.

READ MY WORDS AND KEEP IT SOUND .

by :Christian Manzanares

production OnCeLiVeDiNsOrRoW

"Blind but still can see"

I don't see the pain,

I see the face which burned deep in my eyes,

I can still see and hear the crying people who suffered the worlds rage,

I am blind but the memory is left in my mind still burning and it tells me what future leads me.

I'm blind but still have a life I can see the one who saved my life;

I thank her she held my hand and still fight the trouble I caused.

I can see her face by a touch of her skin and when she touched my cold skin, it made me see again!


by Christian Manzanares

production OnCeLiVeDiNsOrRoW.

Untitled...

I'm losing it again,my control is slipping out of my hands,
these tears that can't be stopped by a simple deman.

I feel like I'm being pulled into the darkness,
not thinking twice about my words and actions.
Slowly,the world I built from scratch is crumbling,
never getting to the point of perfection.

I love my Christian so very much,
every thing he does counts,every gentle,loving touch.
I love how he says "I love you,Angel" and
looks deeply into my eyes.
I yearn fo his trust and love everyday,
hoping there will be no doubt and lies.

But I screwed up again
and this time I know you don't trust me.
Making you worried all night long,
I guess I acted without thinking.

I feel like I shouldn't be forgiven,
even though I have always been faithful to you.
I guess saying sorry will never be enough,
not enough to be truly forgiven;
now I feel like out relationship is going rough.

I said I'll call you back,but I never did.
How could I have don that to you?
I feel like a black rose,slowly dying inside,
now I'm not a sweet flower in bloom.

I just hope you know that your the only one,
the only one who holds my heart;
trusting you not to tear it apart.

I love you;
I love you;
I love you Christian,
I love you now,there is no never.

I feel like I can't look you in the eyes anymore,
afraid of seeing the distrust and doubt there.
Now our relationship is going through rough edges,
never having a minute for eachother to spare.

I don't want us to get distant,
I don't know if I can let you go.
Just wanting to hold you in my arms and comfort you,
it feels like my heartbeat is slow.

Everyday were full of sighs and thoughts,
where has my Christian gone?

I don't want us to pull apart,
I don't think I can make it though life without you.
I want to make all our stress to disappear,
but ofcourse I'm merely just a human being.

Your voice feels so far away from where I'm at,
there is always a bad silence between us;
making me think your not there at all.
Now your suffering because of me,
so much weight to carry by yourself,
please let me help you.

I just hope you know I'll always be your Guardian Angel no matter what...


By: Angelica Mendiola
Reason: I screwed up and now I'm messing things up again...not forgived...
Note: Whenever it's a random and long poem,it never has a title.
Date:04-26-09

You Loved A Fake Figure...

You loved what you once loved;
You lost something that meant something to you.

Don't go into the dark corners of your heart;
do not shed tears,there is nothing to fear,there are people
here to keep you from draining tears,I will be here to
suffer what you are dying for now...

You see a person;
You see a figure;
You see your brother's face;
but it fades away and you follow,but it was fake...

You see his actions,it ain't an ordinary fraction,from
Algebra 1-10 you are willing to defend and defend
on a fake figure which you once followed.

I am sorry for your sadness,I am sorry for your deceived
and agonizing moments in your sad little eyes;don't think
you and I are telling such lies,but I will never
do that in a life time,I promise in my words
of Sanity,and hope it won't be foolish or to be
pointless to run into Insanity.

But you will get over it,just don't think of it as a habit,just
live your life and be with someone you never followed...
Your eyes will heal hoping you will never see a fake figure
you once loved.


By: Christian Manzanares
Production: OnCe LiVeD iN sOrRoW
Mood: Feeling sorry and hoping...
To: Marshall Manglona
Date: 04/19/09