Silent Blood Spill

The day was simple

the day was dripping with rain,

I stay calm not knowing that the rain just came

It was a Sunday at the time and  wasn't stopping,

I was alone in my room listening to nothing

just the rain that hits the roof of my home.

I think of my life that is falling into pieces and have this feeling

that I was dying , slowly blacking out in my room with just a little image

I see my left arm cut and bleeding not believing what was I thinking,

I did not know I killed my self... now I know his was my silent blood spill...

By Christian Manzanares

Reason: lonely, Dark

60th Poem

The poems I type are the things I fight,

With my blood and tears that shower me in  fear.

Scared and cold as ice that stings like a bee

I sleep by the time I could not see the  light 

when blind  like a bat,

with only just the vibrations to show me through the dark.

I write my poems on paper and show the world my true heart

I stand tall and think positive when my dreams went, ZIP!

I look into the sky so clearly, not to imagine that this poem is my 60th.

I want to let her know I can keep on going without quits,

there is nothing more scary than a viper that spits.

I will continue on with my poems if you promise to keep me going....

By Christian Manzanares

Reason: I DID 60 POEMS IN LIKE 4 MONTHS

Lonely walk on the beach

Remember the day I kissed you?

Those were the days when we used to keep

our love and  souls in touch.

When we went to the beach it was so beautiful

like the sun that always set when the earth spins into the darkness.

so great and graceful it just makes me want to keep our relationship so peaceful...

NOW... you are gone like a song that ends in just a few minutes

I can't let this happiness of mine to be limited.

I now walk the beaches alone and not seeing you on my side,

empty foot prints  and nothing of your trace of existence

you made it seem that you were never here....

By Christian Manzanares

Reason... Lonely =(

Our Lord and Me Compared

I love our lord

I always loved him,

But times get rough and

Prayers could work.

When it doesn't just keep trying,

He'll be there with you even at the time

he was dying,He gave his life for sins

Just like I did, I gave my happiness

for your sadness.I suffer just to be with you

When you cry that means I have to watch over you,

and you will always be in my heart no matter what 

the causes. If I cry with you I let you know your not the

only one that feels the pain.

So I give you my happiness and make you smile again.

I love our lord Jesus. He is our savior

and he gave us a chance to see heavens gate keeper.

By: Christian Manzanares

Reason: I believed in this God and our savior.

Until When?

My Life is a mess

although many think I'm blessed

Maybe not all, of course

But they say it's because of this and that

I tried to be as good as I could be

But I guess I havent tried hard enough

I fake a smile and try to look happy

Sick of all the spoil and the bluff

What else do I need to do,

to turn my life's clouds back blue

I lay on the floor and stare at the ceiling

My heart is aching; the silence is deafening

I've put up with so much

my friends- I've been too dependent on them

I've forgotten how to walk without a crouch

and every day is just a cycle-they're all the same

I'm tired of crying

but at the same time I still cry

fantasies are so much deceiving

the reason for all these, I still ask why...

By: Yunic Anne

My Deaths Rest

I slept calm with no sense of the up coming dawn,

Nights were never my light to see the skies shapes.

the moon was white and have a luminous glow that made me think of the cold hands I have to hold.

My death is near to the beginning of the end so close just so close to my awakening moment.

But I couldn't open my eyes to the light I was yet still blind,

I was left to die in this bed alone,

I tried to call someone I love but never picked up the phone...

I die asleep at home...

Now you know how is it like to die alone,

with no one to say good bye.


By Chrstian Manzanares.