"Life is Deceiving"

Every morning a poet has his own breakfast, lunch, or dinner.

When I wake up to the cold morning I just have coffee and a stick of cigarette.

Smooth instrumentals in my earphones that keep my mind flowing without stopping.

My thoughts run like a marathon without to stop and take a breath keep my pen from dropping.

I already know what’s causing this addiction to keep writing, the motivation of seeing life that looked so gleaming but looks can be deceiving.

Grabbed a mop and started cleaning my act up, but the dirt and rocks made it rough to scrub!

So now I had to get down on my knees and begged for it to come off!

Trusting life and its path, roads and curves with bumps and sharp turns looked so easy to get by without crashing into life and just die without a thought in mind to send the time in rewind.

Now just thinking looks could be deceiving but let us see what life has in its sleeves

so let us cleave it up into pieces and see what it has in store for me to believe.

Yeah…. Writers block got me without knowing it was sneaking behind me.

 By Ink-less

"I am silent right now"

I am silent right now, speechless as I can be…

Tears are not to believe or my words can ever be heard clearly.

I merely can’t say anything because it’s dreary with the wind so empty in my lungs,

I was the cause of such false inequity through the standards of the laws you have given me…

I am sad as a turtle failing to cross the roads and killed by a car that held 10 tons of trust that I have held.

Now it’s lost in single pieces and bits of regret swarming in my bones and blood that is flowing through my head at once. 

Caution signs passing by me quickly and I cannot see right or understand the situation that is coming by and now I regret it…

I did it again twice and I’m sorry I have failed to be a lover and trustful boyfriend to you…

I love you so much… I tell you the truth I never touch em girls or showed love that I always have shown to you…

I don’t want to lose you… :’(

 By ink-less

"Expect?"

Yeah, my heart’s pumping every blood in every vein.

It’s like pain is with me every day, I can feel it but I can’t stop it.

It stings like needles that are infected and used by other people.

It’s not quite simple to solve a riddle that has no clue.

It’s blank like a paper with no words to help know what to do.

Where to go? Where to see and know what else is there to unfold.

I don’t know just follow the road and see where it goes.

Grab a rope and throw it down into a deep hole, and hold the rope tight

Don’t let go you might fall and die painfully without knowing what is killing you so very slowly.

Expect the unexpected… that’s what mommy says.

 By ink-less

"Demon!"

There’s a demon inside of me! Can I kill it?!!?!? HELL NO!

Can I kill it?!?!?!!? HELL NO! The blood is rushing, almost gushing.

My mouth is cussing and now your bones are rusting and crumbling like crust coming when I was done toasting!

I was an Angel now I won’t able to ascend to heaven, now I’m stuck with the Devil!

I’ve reached loud trebles passing over levels now high pitching causing ears to be ringing like rebel bells shining and gleaming.

There’s a demon inside of me! Can I kill it?!!?!? HELL NO!

Can I kill it?!!?!? HELL NO!

My words are rending and now these bitches are standing and waiting for my rhyme that’s pending.

They can’t see it’s not easy to be creating a piece that’s wicked which is the cause of my head to be hurting!

The drugs I’m taking is not for young men to be drinking!

The weed I’m smoking isn’t for you to be breathing!

You try to reach my shit you will lose your dick and it will be hanging on a rack in my shed!

Don’t push me or I will get pushy and roughly choosing each person on my hit list to be killing!

Stop teasing because every word you’re saying will hit Publish Postyour face badly!

Is there a demon inside me? HELL YEAH! So don’t push me!

By ink-less

"Dear Mama Part5"

Mama you were proud of me but when you started seeing me change a bit,

You decided to be more in security! I sat listening to the lectures and hearing your words rupture!

I planned on leaving so I started walking on the road without knowing where to go.

You can’t stop me just let me go!

Let me rot in a pot that’s covered with a brick on top…

Now it’s like our pride started to dim a little with the lights nearly blind,

It was never a crime to let me decide for myself because I’m 18 not a little elf!

It’s time I take my coat of the shelf and walk this path by myself without your help.

Hear me now… hear my whisper…. It doesn’t have to be loud just listen.

By ink-less

"AM I A PSYCHO?!"

Am I a psycho!?!?!?

What will you do if I grabbed a knife and slice, dice, and mince.

Munch and crunch a little bit so no one would know where your body is.

Is it me or is it this? What is wrong with me?

I don’t want to be like shady who is crazy.

He had beef with this Kim lady who wanted to take his baby.

He was the one popping pills and taking them daily.

Just like me and my baby I’ll get a little mazy about simple things, when it was actually me that’s doing stupid things and throwing things around like a psycho!

It’s like a cycle every time I go mental! I’m the stupidest you’ve ever seen.

You know I don’t do shit like this for pleasuring.

I’m not so stable to be able to get cleverly and I know I pull the levers you see.

Baby don’t you see it’s never you! It’s me who is crazy!

If you do, I’ll get a little tipsy and bitchy but I understand you want it equally, I know what you mean.

But see this and know this, don’t mind me if I get pissy just keep doing and ignore me when I get sissy!

I’m the psycho who needs to go!

 By Ink-less