June 2nd 2010 ahh what a day to think about hmm that date 10pm right on the dot not a second too late
i finally said yes yet, to someone who i thought i'd never get
hmm it seemed to early but he understood me
for us too keep it on the low
he told me "deary lets just go with the flow"
a few days past and already, im wishing this relationship would last
i finally told my mom i said"come mom it'll only take a while"
but all she did was hug me and smile
she told me she knew by the way was acting
that she knew everything
i was relieved so i called him and told him
a day later we met for the first time as a couple
he was suppose to find me but instead i found him then me
we connected the first night pretty much perfect
we went to a party he stayed till 11 hmm jus seconds before 11:11
i went home at 2am family was family
a week later we went to the movies,
we ate nacho's popcorn cookie dough and extra cheese
karate kid was great but the end of the movie was my fav
he wanted to show me when the lights turned on,
but it took so long, so we just decided to use the cellphone
he opened a box and he smiled and looked at me
i saw the rings shine back at me,
the lights turned on the movie completely ended
so then i looked at him i smiled hugged him and my heart was mended
a promise ring i said in my head..
i giggled and said out loud"im taking this to bed"
a week later he planed something for me a picnic on the beach
he told me the "chance was in our reach"
i met his parents and happily with his presents
i wasnt that nervous just a lil furious
cause it was was out of no where,
just when i stepped into the car and got there
the parents read my body language and saw i was nervous,
they told me "no need to be nervous its ok dont be nervous"
i smiled and then the mom handed me lotion,
i smiled said thank you and just followed the motion
we got to our destination,oh memorization
june 19th 2010 my first date the best of the best
he cooked for me mhm that tuna sandwich soo yummy
and he bought some snakcs for the craving of our tummy
he was so sweet and cute
hmm did we metion we took pics of our shoes?..
but the date wasnt over, he asked to go to his house "you know just to come over"
i told my mom and she extended her time hmm
then i thought and looked at him and wondered"why was i so blind"
they fed me dinner hmm steak and rice. hmm whoo what a price
then 9pm struck for me to go home so his uncle kroy me and him went to drop me home
the door was locked the lights werent on then i thought"yup, they went to my tita myrn"
so we pass by some store bought chips and drinks strolled for awhile just to think
we finally got to my aunties house, yup he met her too while i fixed my blouse
stayed at my aunties house for 2 hours he called me in between those hours
my auntie and my mom teased me and smiled, it took me awhile
to see yup they know he loves me for me
he was the one who moved my hair out of my face when the wind blew with a stronger grace
wipe the sweat of my face so i wouldnt get sick and lose my pace
he faned me when the power went out so we wouldnt have to get out
i told him stories of my life and he told me his life
i cried and he wipd the tears of my face with the lightest grace
oh did i mention the new change, he cut his hair like last year
hmm and it hasnt even been a year
who would of tot that me and you, could actually be true.
just thinking of evrything,makes me start of from the begining.
where we jus saw eachother just as best friends together,
now its ♥allison and christian always and forever.
so listen mr.waffle, you are someone special.
you've been the one who succeeded in making me smile wen i cudnt,
and making me laugh wen i didnt.
i love u and i miss u.this love is to always be continued.
By: Allison Madamba.
Reason: Just Because I love You.
Friday, June 25, 2010
Saturday, June 5, 2010
These are Things that Makes her Interesting
These are the things I like about her.
I like how she teases me when she gets her lips right next to mine
It just gives me the chills in my spine.(Brrrr)
When the day is over and we have to go
She gives me a kiss that means this isn't the last time.
Sometimes if we are together alone and right beside each other
she says she cant look at me because she is a shame or not use to it
So I stare and I enjoy the beauty she tries to hide from me.
I love her color changing eyes... wow! she wears contacts so nothing to worry
but it would be cool if it's natural, green eyes in the day, blue eyes in the night
I just cant keep her out of my sight. Madamba Gal!
Allison is her name, my mom always say "whats with all the girls with A's in their first names"?
I say " If dad wants a 'A' and there he gets it". LOL
Well there are more to explore in this girl,
I would love mysteries in this world of hers,
I can't wait to see her again and again!
These are the things I LIKE ABOUT HER!
By: Christian Manzanares
Reason: Just thinking of her!
Monday, May 31, 2010
I will just give up poetry...
I cant take the drama and sadness our world gives me,
I don't believe that all this is just to deceive me.
My time for poetry ends now, I am drowning in depression
if only you could help, but you can't because all you did is kill me!!!
I will never forget our times together
I don't believe that all this is just to deceive me.
My time for poetry ends now, I am drowning in depression
if only you could help, but you can't because all you did is kill me!!!
I will never forget our times together
I have nothing else to say about you and me just the painful cuttings
you left to scar on my bloody chest.
six feet is my depth when it comes to death you have no words to say
just the last that you kept...
I am giving it up tired of your inspiration in telling me to write some more
I mean really for what? nothing... that's right just keep on crawling
don't stop running because all that follows you is the breaking point for you to be sleeping,
I am tired of you and all this bull sh**t you are nothing but the whispering wind behind my head.
You are nothing now I will just give up poetry that's what I'll do, so you would know
That you were the one that made me happy... now you are nothing in my poetry.
By:Christian Manzanares
Reason: Giving up Poetry because of you...
Found you/asked you out: November 8, 2008- March 3rd - 2009
Left me/broke it out: August-January
Began teaching myself poetry: September 20th 1999
First Poem: September 13th 2001
Took a break of writing poems: December 25th 2004
Was Inspired again to writting poems: November 20th 2008
Gave up poetry for GOOD!!!: Monday, May 31, 2010 10:40pm before I posted this.
You were everything...
Thursday, May 13, 2010
Silent Blood Spill
The day was simple
the day was dripping with rain,
I stay calm not knowing that the rain just came
It was a Sunday at the time and wasn't stopping,
I was alone in my room listening to nothing
just the rain that hits the roof of my home.
I think of my life that is falling into pieces and have this feeling
that I was dying , slowly blacking out in my room with just a little image
I see my left arm cut and bleeding not believing what was I thinking,
I did not know I killed my self... now I know his was my silent blood spill...
By Christian Manzanares
Reason: lonely, Dark
Monday, May 10, 2010
60th Poem
The poems I type are the things I fight,
With my blood and tears that shower me in fear.
Scared and cold as ice that stings like a bee
I sleep by the time I could not see the light
when blind like a bat,
with only just the vibrations to show me through the dark.
I write my poems on paper and show the world my true heart
I stand tall and think positive when my dreams went, ZIP!
I look into the sky so clearly, not to imagine that this poem is my 60th.
I want to let her know I can keep on going without quits,
there is nothing more scary than a viper that spits.
I will continue on with my poems if you promise to keep me going....
By Christian Manzanares
Reason: I DID 60 POEMS IN LIKE 4 MONTHS
Saturday, May 8, 2010
Lonely walk on the beach
Remember the day I kissed you?Those were the days when we used to keep
our love and souls in touch.
When we went to the beach it was so beautiful
like the sun that always set when the earth spins into the darkness.
so great and graceful it just makes me want to keep our relationship so peaceful...
NOW... you are gone like a song that ends in just a few minutes
I can't let this happiness of mine to be limited.
I now walk the beaches alone and not seeing you on my side,
empty foot prints and nothing of your trace of existence
you made it seem that you were never here....
By Christian Manzanares
Reason... Lonely =(
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