I Pinky Swear...

date: oct 22 2010
for all those promises we made together

i love you for keeping them cause you make it better

everytime i look at you i just smile,think and tear up a lil

i smile cus were together i think cause i wna keep dat memory and i tear up because im happy that were

almost half way throught the middle

almost half a year together and my love grows stronger n stronger

no matter how much problems come our way we manage to get out of it together

i love you christian i pinky swear that

i still remember that beenie that red hat

its how i found you the first day like that

but even without the hat i could find you just like that

you make my tummy fill up with butterflies

you make my smile because we tell no lies

you make my heart race like that feeling you get after running nonstop but a gazillion enfinite times more

you make me think you make me see the brighter things in life even wen the tears pour

you manage to keep me intacked when no one else could

it may come back a few times but not as often cus i know you would

you would tell me how everything really is and how you love me

remember that promise we had at the beach in fall

i cried and i refuse to let u do it cus i promised no matter what i wudnt hurt u in any way at all

remembe those promises between phone calls and text msgs

remember how we love to finish eachother sentences

you make my life better each and every time i read that letter

of how my favorite made things for me better

but one promise one pinky swear that i always remember

it dangles from my neck every mornig till night till the next day after

i look at it everyday you know the one i can wear on my finger?

i remember losing it once and goin crazy crying looking for it

begging god to help me find it

and i did i cried when my ceramics teacher pulled out of the slip next to the wheel ive always used it

he was doin a demonstration of how you shud check ur slip before applying it

and there he pulled out a lump a small lump

so concious about the ring that i asked without him cleaning it at all if it was a ring

he smiled and i cried and he handed it to me

i put it back on my necklace made sure to look at the mirror n that i was wearing it , me

see that promise was for not only me but us

7 years of friendship seven years n on for our relationship

this ring this promise ring told me everyday that i have someone who loves me

someone i can go to, hold on too ,think about ,someone that loves me for me

someone who takes care of me ,took my heart ,fixed it and loved it ,took my feelings n made solutions

saw my tears n kissed them away ,saw me sweat n wiped my face, someone who gave me a shoulder to cry

or wen i needed my confidence to boost up someone who i can actually say i fell in love with

someone who devoted his time to me just one that someone who made me feel like this

and how lucky i am to have him after years of searching

my favorite my babez my honey bunz my love my sweetie pie my swexay mexi mr waffles XD my everything

i admit i can be nonsense at times irrisponisible ,cautious about myself and get a lil annoying if i over do my cuteness voice..

but i know you understand that and how sorry i am if i do it at times where u just dont wana hear noise

i love you so much christian i pinky swear that

By: Allison Madamba

Reason: got into a lil fyt tonyt 0ct22 n i luked at the ring on my neck n i remembered our pinky swear i love you babez i miss u soo much

Written:0ct 22 2010

Life

Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you've never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. 

You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you.

When something wonderful happens, you can't wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement.

They are not embarassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy, or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song, or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it's like being young again. Colors seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of a daily life where before it was infrequent or didn't exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day's work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there's no need for continuous conversation, but you find you're quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before becomes fascinating because you know they are important to this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there's a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that's so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possible soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.

- Unknown

founder: Sherish Nestor

Hold My hand till the End!

We walk this path with our hands in hold

We keep this promise and will forever keep it like stones,

Engraved in empty pens

i know its hard to know that

life isnt so fair.

but that we can always be together

even if the sky falls on us

i will always keep the fire going,

never to early to let our sun be the power

of our lives.

I will always be touched and always hold you till the end

if we break up you would be the left over ink in my pen

to finish writing my story

no need to rush or be in a hurry

you are always there though my vision was blurry

you cleared it all like a window wipe

first time to make me cry and worry me to the dying breath

of my sigh

listen closely as you hear my whispering voice

tickling the inside of your ears already breaking a tear

my heart drags across the room like it was the edge of a peer

suddenly falls off but you hold on to it tightly

making you want to break a tear when already my love is already smeared on your

lovely hands which we hold till the end.

The End

By: Christian Manzanares
Reason: Thinking of YOU

I will Not Fall!

EMINEMEMINEM
EMINEMEMINEM
EMINEMEMINEM
EMINEM
EMINEM
EMINEMEMINEM
EMINEMEMINEM
EMINEMEMINEM
EMINEM
EMINEM
EMINEMEMINEM
EMINEMEMINEM
EMINEMEMINEM


I WILL NOT FALL FROM MY HEAD TO TOE
I WILL STAND TALL
AS LONG AS I AM TOUCHING THE CEILING I WILL BE THE ONE
TO FEEL WHAT YOU ARE FEELING
PAIN, HATE,SAD, OR DEPRESS.
I WOULD BE THE ONE TO COMPRESS ALL THOSE TOGETHER AND EAT IT ALL UP
AND WILL NEVER THROW UP BECAUSE I HAVE NO STOMACH FLU JUST FOR YOU.
BEING THE ONE TO CATCH THE BULLETS FOR YOU
ITS A MIRACLE TO GO SLOW MOTION ON THOSE WHO TOUCHES YOU
BREAK THEIR NECKS, AND SHATTER THEIR BONES IT
WILL BE A PLEASURE FOR ME TO SEE EM CRY LIKE A BITCH
WHO COULDN'T CALL FOR HELP
THEY SHOUT BUT NO ONE COULD HEAR EM BLEED OR WHINE
THEY'RE IN MY EYE LIKE THE THIRD EYE
TO SEE WHAT OTHER PEOPLE COULD NOT SEE
I WILL NOT FALL UNTIL MY DAYS COME IN ALL
I FEEL LIKE NO ONE CAN BEAT ME
NOT WITH A BAT NOR A BULLET
THE ONLY WAY IS TO KILL ME BUT CAN'T,
DEATH IS IN EVERY VERSE FROM THE START TO THE REWIND OR REVERSE
I COME IN TOGETHER WITH PRIDE TO SEND MY HELL ARMY TO THEIR LIVING LIFE
BRING THEM DOWN LIKE NOTHING BUT THE FEATHER OF AN EAGLE
WHAM HERE COMES THE SINNER TO BEHEAD EVERY SNITCHER
HERE COMES THE COLLAPSE BRINGER.
I AINT NO WINNER JUST A DAMN CREMATOR
DOMINATOR OF THE WORLD SATANS HELL MAKER.
I WILL NOT FALL...
I WILL STAND TALL...
IT FEELS LIKE NO ONE COULD BEAT ME...
UNTIL ME MY LEGS GIVE OUT UNDERNEATH ME!


this is for the motha f****ers who messes with my girl!

By: Christian Waffles Manzanares
Instrumental: Till I Collapse, Eminem

He is our only hope

He was the one who brought us to this world

he was the one who created our oceans,

land and territory

He should help because he's our only hope to live the longest

to give everyone a chance to move on and step onto this beautiful world

but then he got us worried because we believe the end of the world is coming,

not to see it happening is it true

is fake or does it build up as a fact,

I am also scared because I want to die of age not by pain

its been so much horror to see wars cover the news

with anger and madness with also sadness

we want our soldiers back

not in crates or flags

 not also in bodybags

we need them to come home with no arms missing just the heart missing for their families

Who should be sorry because this war will end our humanity,

some say 2k12 isnt real how do we know?

is it the war that will send out nuclear warheads to destroy our homes and leave everyone dead.

Why Mr. President why must this war go on is it a plan that you will kill us with a single bang through the head or a blown shrapnel to the brain

this little world can't be a game it's real not fake

I will believe in a God if he spares us atleast another 50 years

I will love and care

or even share just give us a chance because

you are our only hope to live...

By: Christian Manzanares

Reason: End is near? no? yes? maybe? never....

WARPED & TWISTED

Harsh words & violent blowsHidden secrets nobody knowsEyes are open, hands are fistedDeep inside I'm warped & twistedSo many tricks & so many liesToo many whens & too many whysNobody's special, nobody's giftedI'm just me, warped & twistedSleeping awake & choking on a dreamListening loudly to a silent screamCall my mind, the number's unlistedLost in someone so warped & twistedOn my knees, alive but deadLook at the invisible blood I've bledI'm not gone, my mind has driftedDon't expect much, I'm warped & twistedBurnt out, wasted, empty, & hollowToday's just yesterday's tomorrowThe sun died out, the ashes siftedI'm still here, warped & twisted

By: Selah Kama
Reason: thoughtful too :P