"When I'm Gone"

When I’m gone, just carry on don’t mourn, rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice.  Just know that I’m looking down at you smiling, and I don’t feel a thang so baby don’t feel no pain just smile back.

Baby, Just don’t go and leave me in the slow lane while you take the fast lane pass me.

Don’t leave me in the dust of shame to let me rot and feel this hurtful pain that sinks deeply in my brain.

Lift me off my feet with a crane and drop me thousands of feet away and hit the pavement.

I regret everything I say when we have an argument.  I love you baby please don’t leave me now.

I feel it inside of me, this love that is insightfully coming up the horizon peeking and whispering at me and telling me not to lose everything I had with you.

What happens then when I’m gone? What happens when I don’t see you for years when I’m gone… I don’t want the trust of love to be gone…

I wanna run for miles just to catch you from falling from the shit you’re going through.

I want you to know I love you so much my dear… and I won’t let anyone or anything tear me in half…

So when I’m gone just know that I’ll always love you and trust you for whatever you do.

By Ink-less

"Wake up to a nightmare"

“Wake up to a Nightmare”

I’m still suppressed with this feeling of being over depress…

Some may see I don’t go through stress but they don’t know that everyone can’t stop living and that’s what it is that bothers me. I can’t stop moving and going through this life until the day I rest on my death bed with my arms across my chest with my hands folded together in between each other.

Still trying to figure out what is the trouble that kept me bubbled in a unfiltered atmosphere.

I was the cause of your pain that had be laid on your mind and now every time I do a little mess, you always tend to clean it up, I love it how you forgive but I just don’t love the way I lie.

I stand here and just watch you burn in the fire, I stand here watching you cry.

But I can’t let that happen, I love you too much to let go or give it up, I’m just letting you know I’ll be on my knees begging you not to go.

Don’t let me go because if you do I don’t know where I’ll go.

I’m buried in deep snow it’s so cold like my heart that slowly breaks apart from freezing, now I’m shot so hard and being thrown like a dart on a bulls eye, so soft hearted now I feel like I wanna cry….

Let me burn in this tragedy. Let me understand what’s really in reality.

Let me Wake up to this nightmare… Let me think it was all a dream…

Let’s pretend I never did anything to offend you my dear, I really fear that we will never last forever.

There is no forever without an ever being together… there is also no never of trying, there is no never of never crying, there is always that time we both started lying…

I want to wake up and see you beside me… hold me tighter, and tell me it was all just a nightmare…

By ink-less

"Life is Deceiving"

Every morning a poet has his own breakfast, lunch, or dinner.

When I wake up to the cold morning I just have coffee and a stick of cigarette.

Smooth instrumentals in my earphones that keep my mind flowing without stopping.

My thoughts run like a marathon without to stop and take a breath keep my pen from dropping.

I already know what’s causing this addiction to keep writing, the motivation of seeing life that looked so gleaming but looks can be deceiving.

Grabbed a mop and started cleaning my act up, but the dirt and rocks made it rough to scrub!

So now I had to get down on my knees and begged for it to come off!

Trusting life and its path, roads and curves with bumps and sharp turns looked so easy to get by without crashing into life and just die without a thought in mind to send the time in rewind.

Now just thinking looks could be deceiving but let us see what life has in its sleeves

so let us cleave it up into pieces and see what it has in store for me to believe.

Yeah…. Writers block got me without knowing it was sneaking behind me.

 By Ink-less

"I am silent right now"

I am silent right now, speechless as I can be…

Tears are not to believe or my words can ever be heard clearly.

I merely can’t say anything because it’s dreary with the wind so empty in my lungs,

I was the cause of such false inequity through the standards of the laws you have given me…

I am sad as a turtle failing to cross the roads and killed by a car that held 10 tons of trust that I have held.

Now it’s lost in single pieces and bits of regret swarming in my bones and blood that is flowing through my head at once. 

Caution signs passing by me quickly and I cannot see right or understand the situation that is coming by and now I regret it…

I did it again twice and I’m sorry I have failed to be a lover and trustful boyfriend to you…

I love you so much… I tell you the truth I never touch em girls or showed love that I always have shown to you…

I don’t want to lose you… :’(

 By ink-less

"Expect?"

Yeah, my heart’s pumping every blood in every vein.

It’s like pain is with me every day, I can feel it but I can’t stop it.

It stings like needles that are infected and used by other people.

It’s not quite simple to solve a riddle that has no clue.

It’s blank like a paper with no words to help know what to do.

Where to go? Where to see and know what else is there to unfold.

I don’t know just follow the road and see where it goes.

Grab a rope and throw it down into a deep hole, and hold the rope tight

Don’t let go you might fall and die painfully without knowing what is killing you so very slowly.

Expect the unexpected… that’s what mommy says.

 By ink-less

"Demon!"

There’s a demon inside of me! Can I kill it?!!?!? HELL NO!

Can I kill it?!?!?!!? HELL NO! The blood is rushing, almost gushing.

My mouth is cussing and now your bones are rusting and crumbling like crust coming when I was done toasting!

I was an Angel now I won’t able to ascend to heaven, now I’m stuck with the Devil!

I’ve reached loud trebles passing over levels now high pitching causing ears to be ringing like rebel bells shining and gleaming.

There’s a demon inside of me! Can I kill it?!!?!? HELL NO!

Can I kill it?!!?!? HELL NO!

My words are rending and now these bitches are standing and waiting for my rhyme that’s pending.

They can’t see it’s not easy to be creating a piece that’s wicked which is the cause of my head to be hurting!

The drugs I’m taking is not for young men to be drinking!

The weed I’m smoking isn’t for you to be breathing!

You try to reach my shit you will lose your dick and it will be hanging on a rack in my shed!

Don’t push me or I will get pushy and roughly choosing each person on my hit list to be killing!

Stop teasing because every word you’re saying will hit Publish Postyour face badly!

Is there a demon inside me? HELL YEAH! So don’t push me!

By ink-less